It's hard for me to believe that a year ago today I was diagnosed with unintentional Post Traumatic Stress Disorder. When I sat in that doctors office a year ago, this diagnosis was the last one I ever thought I would have. I never thought that I could be at the spot that I am today. I hid my struggles from my family and friends for so long, I'm not really sure how I did it. I had struggled solo for almost a whole year before I knew I couldn't deal with this anymore. Honestly, I was afraid that I would end up harming myself in some way. That's when I knew that I really did need to ask for help. I didn't want to harm myself, that was the last thing I wanted to do. But the daily struggles is what made me feel that I needed to.
It's amazing to me to see how far I have come in the past year. Yes, I think I have come far, and I still have a ways to go, but I never thought I could be THIS happy.
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