I hate having PTSD.
I feel like I have no control over my life.
I live day to day in constant worry.
I don't know if I'll be able to handle each coming day.
I am scared.
My heart continually aches.
I hate living like this.
I wish PTSD didn't exsist.
It hurts.
Emotionally.
Physically.
Mentally.
I am ready to be done with this.
I want to feel happy again.
Two steps forward, one step back.
Never ending pain.
Guilt.
Abandonment.
Heartache.
Pain.
Never ending pain.
No choice but to weather this storm.
Through the ups.
And the downs.
I have to make it through.
I will make it through.
One step at a time.
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