Tuesday, May 28, 2013

6 days...uhhh

I'm trying to prepare myself for school as much as possible and not get overwhelmed. One of my classes I have been able to see the grade assignments for the past week. Unfortunately, this class was only offered as a mini session, so I have the month to get the class done. I know I can do it, and I've planned out plenty time of studying and time to work on the classes. This class has a good 30ish assignments in one month. I'm sure I am overreacting and it won't be as bad as I think it will be. At least I hope. It'll be fine. 

Okay, so I just reread that. I just see the anxiety pouring out of the words. Truth is, I am a little scared to get back into the school mode again. Nothing has changed since I stopped classes a year ago but I'm just worried about my anxiety and PTSD. My sister is taking classes and so is josh so I know it'll be nice doing school work with them, maybe that'll make it all easier. I don't think anything will stop the fear of how I will react to school and whatnot. But I'll work my damn hardest to make sure this summer of classes goes smoothly. 

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