8 days till school

School starts in 8 days and I'm starting to get a little nervous. I know I will do great but I am worried about what is going to happen to my anxiety, depression, and PTSD. When I am over stressed, I am triggered and slide into a deep depression and with anxiety I can't even control. When I registered for classes, I was triggered with beyond awful nightmares. I've had nightmares with so many people in my life dying in the most gruesome of ways, so now I'm worried what might happen when school starts.

Since all my classes are online, I feel like it might be a little better, but one of my classes is only in the month of June and there is SO much work to do. Too bad I can't get started on it now and have extra time. I know a lot of it will be trying not to make myself feel overwhelmed. I know I will need to talk myself through my anxiety and try my hardest not to get stressed out. I chose the morning shift at work just so I would have more time in the day to do homework. 

The work kids have summer school all of June. Tuesday through Thursday I will have 4 hours between shifts so I know I can get a lot of school work done then. I know it will be perfect. I'm trying not to get overwhelmed. I know I can do this.